CANCER SUCKS
🌪Anxiety🌪 Ever since my father-in-law passed away I have been having trouble sleeping or doing anything really. I try to keep my mind busy but no matter what I do all I can see is his last breath and his big blue eyes. I see his face every where. I wake up almost every night in a pool of sweat from having nightmares and anxiety. It has been a little over two weeks now. It has been a very long two weeks. It was a very traumatic experience one that my husband and I was not ready for. I know no one is ever ready for something like that. I have had anxiety about death since I was about 9 years old. This man meant a lot to me. He took me into his home when I had no where to go. I was pregnant with his son's child and I was only 18. I am so thankful for this man I call my father-in-law. He was more of a father to me than my own father was. He was a very good man. A strong and healthy man. He loved his four children and all his family with all his heart. He was always t...